japanese song

to let the time
just pass by
been listening to music
for quite a while

this song is just played
its title is "rainbow"
by the band "round table"
a japanese song

so practically
i cant follow the lyrics
that the artist was saying
through the whole song

but the the melody
is nice
then i found myself
drawn into it

im enjoying it
it feels so relaxing
i guess i dont need to understand it for now
ill just let it touch my heart
for a while longer...

puzzle pieces

a person walked towards me then gave me this puzzle
he just handed it to me end left
not knowing what to do with it
i just left it untouched
day by day i'm just looking at it
i started to feel curious
so one day i felt like looking at it
i cant seem to understand it
ofcourse at first you'll never do
so everyday i'm looking at all the pieces it has
every piece is totally different from the others
each has a different image
and each has a complex structure
then the next thing i realized
is that some of the image
are connected to one another
and they could be connected to one another
even with the structure they have
what could this mean?
was their any reason behind it?
even with a lot of questions in mind
i got excited over it
it started to seem amusing somehow
and slowly i got a little excited over it
day by day i seem to put together small parts of it
and i kinda feel happy with that
but this feeling is slowly fading
i cant seem to complete the whole
it started to irritate me already
with this frustration
i could really give up on it
but still i started it
i need to finish it
ill just have to tell myself
that their is still a lot to do
and slowly get the thing done in no time
due to my curiosity
i still struggle to complete it
when will i complete it?
what could be the picture drawn?
guess i need to try harder
to see the image behind
for nothing really compares
when you achieve what you like the most

Howl of the Dark

being chased by the shadows
deeper i go
to the place
where i shouldn't be

one by one
they've started to disappear
little by little
everything started to fade

with this rotten scent
trembling in fear
nothing but agony
in this tormented place

theirs no one left but me
i lost all the sanity i have left
walking aimlessly to nowhere
i'm consumed in darkness

finally all lights fade
totally clouded with evil thoughts
in this dark abyss
engulfed by despair
His death only awaits

Voice of Darkness

when light faded into darkness.. what flower of evil bloomed then, in that abyss?!

Seasons

the sun is brightly shining
under the clear blue sky
even with this heat
still, everyones enjoying

went to the beach
to enjoy myself
having all this stuff
got ready to swim

played and had fun
with this burst of enjoyment
the day passed by so fast
nearly at its end

watching the sun set
with this wonderful scenery
time really do pass by
when youre enjoying

after watching the sunset
prepared for the events this evening
fireworks display
under the starry night

this feeling of satisfaction
this kind of relief
this happiness
i hope this moments will never end

went to the park
to have a walk
then sat on a bench
and had a rest

looked at the sakura tree
its leaves are gradually falling
with that happening
the tree started to look depressing

things happen with a reason
but even so
it feels lonely
when things you appreciate fades

day by day
its getting more dull
i guess its beauty
cannot remain forever

it truly is sad
without its beauty
but then ill wait
until it blossoms once more

the wind is changing
its gradually getting cold
as i look at the sky
i couldnt see the sun anywhere

and as i walk the street
i just came to realize
as it touched my skin
that snow is already falling

their are no one around
just me along the street
the snow is piling up
it slowly covers everything

now trapped at home
looking outside through the window
its getting stronger
a blizzard is coming

even though im secure
i dont like this anymore
when will this end
it still feels cold

opening my eyes
and tried to get out of bed
by the looks of it
everything is already calm

the snow is melting
i hear the drops of water
the snow covered surrounding
is now as it was before

i havent been out in a while
instead of being trapped at home
i could finally go out
to do the things i used to

sitting under a tree
at the hilltop
looking at the scenery
i finally realize

everthing's starting a new
everything is in place
now once again
a bud blossoms once more

Wandering Thoughts

why is it that you have to hide things?
is it because you dont want others to feel bothered?
well actually your just making others do, i guess..
"its bothersome to deal with you who never say anything. because no one will understand you.."
why is it that you want to keep everything to yourself
someday it will comsume you
and when that time comes,. you cant get out already
because you closed yourself to the world.
darkness is all that's left and no light could possibly make it bright anymore.
will you be prepared for that?
*smiles*
your smile cannot hide everything
"if you dont want to tell me, you dont have to. but dont smile when you dont feel like it."
"you cannot hide your pain from me. i know that i cant do anything to help, but at least let me
worry about you."

Something i have to tell

the days we travelled
even if im always there beside you
walking the same paths
even though were always together
it still felt so distant

even if you cant remember my existence
ill always be here for you
though this feelings can never be repayed
just being by your side
ill stay true

but why does it have to be like this?
why does it have to hurt so bad?
i guess this is the price i have to pay
to protect you, to save you
just to bring you back and see your smile again

this feeling, ill hold on
a while longer until i get you back
this overflowing thoughts of
saying how much you really mean to me

coz i know in the end
the memories we shared
will bring us back together
and when that time comes ill definetely
tell you how much I love you..

**inspired by the one im reading currently: "Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles"

where can you get that much strength to hold on?

A Glimpse into my Mind >:)

Thoughts really are just ideas popping into your head
but what if you have the capability to move a step and
make it a reality...

Well im really of the happy go lucky, silent type person
cause im not a conversationalist type,
thats just for other person cause i usually talk to myself
(whooo creepy ) and things that go
on in my mind are things that i guess i should not be
thinking, ung tipong ikaw ba yan,.

in my mind theres a place in where darkness resides.
darkness that i couldnt have just imagined or maybe it was
already there before i totally knew myself,. it wasnt that
obvious due to my stupid personality.,
sometimes i think i should just bring it out maybe at least
once,the Devil in me., no it comes out once in a while but just
a glimpse or portion of it.. this character doesnt care or better
say hates the existence of everything and everyone,. maybe
this person even hates his very own existence., even if its existence
is not known to the world,.

... but id like to bring him out though due to curiosity
even if it removes my existence >:)

The Start of Everything

Guys!
to those who pass by my blog thankx in advance..
well for the design it still sucks, but in due time ill try to fix it
when i'm not that lazy to do so.. well anyways i think you'll
typically understand me more if theres by chance you'd read
(wtf!! nagdrama :)) )
thats all for NOW., bow

>:)

Moon

its evening at last
another day has passed
i packed my things
preparing to leave

dim lights
cars passing
in the cold night
i walk alone

Going to the place
i really appreciate
at the rooftop
overlooking the whole place

there imagining
of things that never will be
illusions of my stupid world
and a moment of reality

lying down
under the clouded sky
holding my hand up high
reaching for something
that isnt there

but even so someday
with this beautiful scenery
the next time i look at it
i would be together with the moon
who lights my dark world..