YUIness

at last a yui portion in my blog nyahaha., hmmm actually ive planned this for a long time but i couldnt make my tab portion work on the code. since im only doing this during my free time( >:)!! ) when we would have net at home id probably have
the time to fix it but for now, this one's ok.. :D next time if i could finish it ill link everything i know about yui stuffs >:) (hindi naman ako maxadong obsessed :)) )

1*Yui (born March 26, 1987 in Fukuoka, Japan) is a Japanese singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, and actress. She is currently signed to Sony Music Records Japan and attached to the talent agency Stardust Promotion. But now she's currently taking a break.
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here are the links to her albums and singles, you can dowload them at the URL provided:
1st album (From me to YOu): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=UFFU0MAS
2nd album (Cant buy my Love): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=F8AJPTSV
3rd album (I loved Yesterday): Part 1: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HZF1619I
Part 2: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=OC72Y827
Singles:
(Its happy Line): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DH7ASA4O
(feel my soul): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=D1RGYOR6
(tomorrows way): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=I8M6QQBL
(life): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NHIWAU0X
(tokyo): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=08L8UOLN
(goodbye days): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4U8H0DBF
(i remember you): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NRAZYP1O
(rollingstar): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=R2HAS9TP
(cherry): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=322CG75K
(my generation/understand): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=6WA94820
(love & truth): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=OZ7QCJ7S
(namidairo): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=J0XUMQMM
(summer song): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=XMS8NO7B
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then their are songs by various artist she sang:
Sotsugyo Shashin
Yasashisa ni Tsutsumaretanara
Yozora No Mokou
M
Goodbye to you
Happy Birthday :D
oh yeah (acoustic) hmm this ones actually one of her songs but isnt in any album or singles
i just found it.. :D

i kinda like listening to the instrumental and acoustic version of her songs., her instrumentals calms me somehow., and listening to her acoustic is like listening to her while doing her streetside performances (its as if ive been into 1(ok dream on but still hoping hehehe )).. listening to her music sends me to a tranquil state.. it makes me feel at ease and relax., i never get tired of her songs im just playing it over and over and over again.,

for some who doesnt understand the lyrics try listening to the songs melody/rythmn first, like somewhat feeling the song first. when you finally get to feel the music try reading the translation of the songs (@ http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/yui/)., you would probably understand her a bit.. :D

people you should try her music.

yui as a great instrumentalist, she likes playing guitar the most. i too could also play the guitar but not as good as her and others though. i just know how to play. songs of her that i could play with tabs are 'its happy line', 'goodbye days', 'crossroad', 'life' and others still practicing and looking for tabs., if only ms.hottokoton from youtube(just search for her, she also plays good guitar) would give me tabs but i guess its impossible. another, if only i could create tabs just by listening to the song but i cant (too bad).. ill never be good if i dont practice, right?! well practice practice and more practice., as long as i could play, its alright for me.

well to end this portion ill leave you with this:
for people who loves music. even if the music doesnt make a sound, you can still probably hear its melody
quote by me hehehe

1* thanks wiki for the info and pics
2* thanks yamyamyami :D

Monster

The horrible story starts of with a genius surgeon (Dr Tenma)
trying to save a young boy's life (johan) instead of the mayor of the place.
Due to his disobedience to his Director, Dr Tenma was removed
from his "to be position" in his medical career. Then this was
followed by unfortunate events that nearly lead to his downfall.
But when everything was going all wrong for him. A series of killings
took place and this killings lead to Dr Tenma's revival. The killings
were beneficial for him. Years later, johan reapears and told Tenma
he was the one who killed his superiors.But the police suspected Tenma already for those
deaths. Now he's on the run to find johan who was guilty for the crimes he was
innocent of.

* Monster a very nice manga. just finished reading it, is their a sequel for this one? (wtf!)
This manga,of all the ones ive read, is the only manga that really fascinated me(i mean over fascinated)..the twists and turns of the story.,its like a jigsaw puzzle the events were all connected to each other to see the bigger picture. for me ill rate it 11/10 or probably more. People you should try this one out.Soooo very highly recomended., it's totally amazing, as in TOTALLY!!!! The BEST!! now onto the next manga that they highly recommended '20th century boys' :D

Shall never Surrender

The time has come and so have I
I'll laugh last cause you came to die
The damage done~the pain subsides
And I can see the fear clear when I look in your eye.
~
I never kneel and I'll never rest
You can tear the heart from my chest
I'll make you see what I do best,
I'll succeed as you breathe your very last breath.
~
Now I know how the angel fell
I know the tale and I know it too well
I'll make you wish you had a soul to sell
When I strike you down and send you straight to hell
~
My army comes from deep within
Beneath my soul--beneath my skin
As you're ending, I'm about to begin
My strength~His bane~and I will never give in.
~
I'll tell you now I'm the one to survive
You never break my faith or my stride
I'll have you choke on your own demise
I make the angel scream, and the devil cry

*ok ung first part, gang dun lng hehe

Quiescent

its late afternoon. the office feels dull at this time especially without the others around to make it more lively. only a few of us are here. just been browsing stuffs in the net for quite a while now. been reading manga, too bad the one im reading is still ongoing and im at its latest chapter already. tried to browse for the next one that ill add to the list of my manga im currently reading but didnt find one of my interest at the moment.so then i shifted back to programming trying to study something different. for just a couple of minutes i stopped. i dont like to think anymore. i looked at the other two to see what they were doing but they seem busy. oh well back to browsing then laid my head back on the chair. after a couple of minutes everythings fading slowly. tried to stay awake by drinking water and walking around. but to no avail it didnt work. so i gave in, plugged the earphones and let everything fade into darkness.

An Angel of the Past

It was already evening. Preparing to go home got to call it a day. Been busy lately because of work (as usual). (another reason)and so that i could go home and play the game that i was addicted to(Devil may Cry >:) ). packed my laptop and waiting for my friends to finish their game of poker. as i watch their game it was kinda fun, playing mind games with your opponent. and when they're finally done got my phone and plugged the earphones. of course YUI's on the playlist (:D). walking to where the place we ride to go home. saw a familiar face but im not sure if it was really her. as she was drawing near to me, i still couldnt tell if it was really her. her appearance looks different she has long hair now and from the memories i had, i had that image of her also, coz i was used to it short. i dont know if it was her but still i felt that she was her. then when she was almost in front of me then passing me by, the reaction she made was the same by the person i thought of. memories came rushing in, then i suddenly looked back at her to really really confirm it. she was walking to fast to avoid me so i couldnt tell.(i dont know if it was really to avoid me. these are assumptions because i dont know.) hmmm ..it was then, just then that i realized that she has the same eyes like mine.

then i thought

("our paths crossed. and now we're walking opposite directions. im really glad our paths intersected.")
"i dont mind and i dont care now.( plain blank devilish grin)" mumbling to myself.

sighs

"i hate myself."

smiles

Blue

A little kid was seen sitting at the middle of a field. Grass was the only thing that could be seen on that field. He just sat there alone. Quiet and emotionless. He was just staring at nothing, nothing at all. Then he dropped on his back and looked towards the sky. He looked towards the sky trying to find the end. But he could see no bound. He then sighed and said.

“ Blue... “

There was not a cloud in sight. Blue as far as the eye could see. That moment just stood still. Nothing else moved. Occasionally he breathed and his heart beat slowly. Alone, the little kid just kept staring at the vastness of the sky. Slowly then he hummed a tune. A song that would be heard by all.

Let me say the words / That longed to break away / even though just for a while / I hope I touched your life / Time is not on my side / Stranded time and again / Choices are now gone / Fleeing the moment still / As I look around I try to live and feel / I shed a tear for all regrets / For that is all I have / Regrets that wound my heart / Memories that haunts my mind / The dance has ended / The song has passed / Just like me they’ll just be your past / A distant voice calls my name / As I sing this Soldiers poem / Echoing through my soul / I came from nothing only to return once more / This shall me my last poem / This shall be my last song / To extend my arms to you / For you to hear my words / For one more day I’d give it all / I’d give it all away / I’d take back all the days / Leaving our mistakes
I’ve been chasing a dream all my life / And that is all that I regret / Not saying the words you longed to hear / Succumbing to my own fears / Hiding from the truth / Now it might be too late / To say that I Love You / My dream is all around / I can’t even hold you now / I look at an old photograph / To feel you lips / Your eyes / Your smile / But not even love can change this day / Nothing can change our faith / And as I die all alone / No one will ever hear this song / Frozen inside and out / I never got to hear your voice / Say those blissful words / That when I say I love you / You’ll say you love me too / Now I say my last goodbye / I say these final words / This Soldiers Prayer is my last goodbye / Before I close my eyes / This Soldiers Prayer is my last goodbye / Before I leave this world //

“ Do you even know what the song means? ”

A faint voice spoke to the boy. But still he remained unfazed. He just stood there still and sighed. He could hear the other person walk slowly towards him and then sat beside him. He took a glance at the person on his side and then looked towards the sky again.

“ It’s still blue... ”

“ Which one? ”

The person beside him then stared at him for a few moments and gave a puzzled look. The person saw how focused the boy was with what he was looking at and the person stared at the same direction.

“ The sky... It’s still blue... ”

Empty

He then sat on the cold steel and leaned against the cold brick walls. He then looked up towards the sky and stared at the starless sky.

“ Even the stars are against me... ”

Not a star could be seen that night. He decided to go out. He left all the doors open, figuring that nobody would have any interest on anything inside he just left. He walked around town as usual. He saw bright lights emanating from the different buildings and shops. He saw many people walking around. In his direction and against. He just looked at them, a glance or just plain staring at them. He saw couples, children’s, families, friends, he saw every conceivable type of person there was in the crowd of normal people. One thing he didn't see was someone like him.

“ They’re still dead... ”

In the midst of the crowds of people he just kept passing them, he kept walking against them, and with them. Until there were no more to see. He reached the edge of their town where a grassy field used to be. Now only patches of green was seen. He then rested himself against the soft land beneath him He stared at the still starless sky and just allowed himself to be eaten by the solitude surrounding him. He lost all cares to the world.

He just stared at the sky. Dark and starless. It was just empty, much like the feeling inside of him. He was empty. An emotionless shell, much like the starless sky. Confusion and unknown much like the cloudy night. But unknown to him, a small ember was still burning inside his heart. A small flame that kept lit the night. He might not know it yet but surely a small fire still burned inside of him. He just rested there and hummed himself to sleep.